The turning point

It sounds corny but one morning, after a long time of feeling unattractive and unfashionable, I took a look at myself in the mirror; I realised yeah I am fat. Yeah I have big ears that stick out. Yeah I may not be the most attractive girl on the planet but I am not disgusting. I will find someone that loves me. I am a fucking amazing person who deserves to be on this earth. Not everyone has to like me and some days I won’t like me, some days I will feel fat and ugly because I am human and that’s life but I have to find strength in my own mind and learn to love me.

That day I made the decision to wear the clothes I liked the look of, not the clothes I thought others would want to see me in. I started experimenting with makeup again, watching YouTube videos and following influencers on social media. I decided I didn't want to wear a pair of jeans and a baggy shirt everyday, I could wear on trend street wear which I had always been a fan of and look cool and beautiful and if people didn't like it then they didn't have to look. I started sharing on social media and it gave me confidence to see the likes on my photos, people really liked my style and my ideas. I decided to create this space to share my fashion inspiration, my makeup tips and tricks, my favourite makeup and fashion trends and share a little about myself and my daily struggle with self acceptance and hopefully it will help others and myself to love themselves mind, body and sole no matter who you are or what you look like.